| warped tour 03 |
[10 Aug 2003|08:23pm] |
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warped tour. katie and i went to the cleveland and pittsburgh shows. i had 2 of the best times i have had in a long time. this years line up was incredible. my favorites were less than jake,rancid,suicide machines and the used. those bands are so inspiring it brought a tear to my eye. during each of their sets i would look around to see the energy that was flowing through my body. everyone was singing and jumping and totally feeling it like i was. well maybe not like me i tend to get a little intense. i can imagine what it would be like to be on that tour. to have people care about the lyrics and the music you are sharing and make them feel something they have never felt before.i bet it is amazing.
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[21 May 2003|01:50am] |
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sometimes i just want to stab everyone i see......minus Art of course.................
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[12 May 2003|11:50pm] |
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i have been working so much. i am on the verge of a breakdown. its kind of scary when you picture your self killing your so called "boss". i refuse to give anyone in my life the title of "my boss". i think thats sick. i really want to kill that so called person. i cannot wait until i get to move out of ohio and never ever go back to the places that i have hated my whole life.
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[07 May 2003|09:25pm] |
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"i'm thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss their perfectly align."
tee hee <3 <3
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| That same old "crowd" that drags me down |
[04 May 2003|08:16pm] |
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Less than Jake-Boring Town |
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ahhhhhhhhh,,,,vacation. vacation is nice. i went to florida. im back. it was so nice to be on the beach. i went to disney world.....
Highlight of magic kindom:
Mickey mouse was in a parade and he was "talking" about how minnie was so special to him. ready for this? I BECAME JEALOUS OF MINNIE MOUSE......haaaaaaa! who knew i had such a thing for mickey fucking mouse? i sure didnt. so that was a good laugh inside my head.
i went to florida with my family. so i had my music on for most of the trip. the main cd i played was less than jake hello rockview. they are such a great band.
i really missed my friends. i had harldy anyone to laugh with. and i mean really laugh with. i became so desperate i started to think about all the things jacki erin kt and i laugh at when we are together. so i would be sitting in a room talking to no one and just start busting up laughing.
i actually got in a fight over it. my aunt got pissed becuase she thought i was laughing at her. so then i said something along the lines of "not everything is about you" it was so dumb. but made me laugh so it was worth it.
Erin jacki and i are getting together soon to make plans on going to dc to find places to live!!!!!! this is so exciting. i cannot wait to live with them. i think for about only 1 hour of the day we will not be laughing like idiots at everything. i wish katie could live with us. i cant even imagine not being with katie everyday. its so sad. but she is going to come on tour with us. so im sure we will make up for lost time.
anything else funny happen......? umm anything benji and joel form good charlotte ever say. besides that i got nothing.
spring is the greatest season. its starting fresh. thats how i feel about everything that is coming up. moving in with the band,bing able to practice more than once a week, fucking living everyday like its the last. ive really adopted this way of thinking latley. i feel like "fuck this if its not worth anything im not doing it." if something or someone gives me shit or makes my life harder than it should be i say "fuck it and fuck you". i can honestly say it is a GREAT feeling.
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| This is only the Beginning |
[19 Apr 2003|08:00pm] |
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ive been to 4 great concerts in the last week. the first 2 were both everclear. once in columbus and once in cleveland. i had front row for both because i went up early. the show was fucking incredible.
Right when they came out on stage, i almost burst into tears. which is insanly wierd for me because i never cry. i didnt cry but i could have. i have never had that feeling before. it was intense. the show was perfect.
they mixed it up with old and new which was good. at every show art picks people to go onstage. he picked me both nights and on sunday as i was walking off the stage a dude handed me a meet and greet pass. so after i got to talk to them. so i was really thankful that all went down. it was really cool to be with people that you have looked up to for 7 years.
The other 2 shows were The disasters,less than jake,good charlotte and new found glory. once in pittsburgh and once in cleveland. Erin jackie katie and i all went together. I have honeslty not had that good of a time with anyone ever. when i am with the 3 of them i actually feel pretty fucking hopeful.
the shows were so fucking great. the disasters are one of my new favorite bands. So many people were at these shows.
During the pittsburgh show (it was in an arena) i was thinking about all the times i have seen Good Charlotte and how far they have come. they are so successful. they have achieved everything they dreamed of. that fact makes me so happy. they all deserve it 100 percent. After the pitt. show we went back to the exit to see if we could maybe get a word in with a good charlotte member, and let me tell you there were over 200 people there waiting.
they had to put a baracade up. Paul from good charlotte was out with some people around him. i wanted to talk to him so bad. he was in front of me and i wanted to say something but he seemed rushed and cold. i didnt want a picture or an autograph i just wanted to talk for a second. tell them good show etc. but i didnt want to make an ass out of myself. so another missed opurtunity! haha
i was just so happy to be there it didnt even matter. GOOD CHARLOTTE and NEW FOUND GLORY always leave me with such a feeling of hope. i have no idea why but they do......well actually i guess maybe i do know why.
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| the undertoe will grab our heals and wont let go |
[08 Apr 2003|11:31pm] |
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ive been working so much. its really good becuase i need money and i need to save money so i can move out in september. i cant wait to move....to practice everyday with the girls. i bought a bass guitar. i play the guitar and i was at our bass players house fucking around with some bass guitars and the second i picked it up and played it......i knew it was for me. i love it. its incredible.
so im doing that now. it is black with a skull on it. i named it jack. i love jack. hes sexy.
im going to see everclear in columbus and cleveland this weekend. im fucking nervous. these concerts mean so much to me that i start to get stressed out. only i could take my favorite thing and make it wierd. well i dont work tomorrow so i think im going to hang out with nicci. i love nicci im going to die with out her next year.
katie is going to dye my hair tomorrow. im excited i need a touch up. i hung out with erin and jackie. they are in the band. I FUCKING LOVE THEM. we are all soul mates for sure. i cant wait to live together and TOUR TOUR TOUR together.....thats fucking exciting.......its finally starting.
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[06 Apr 2003|03:42am] |
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FlowerNtheWindow: when you are touring
FlowerNtheWindow: and you both play the bass.
FlowerNtheWindow: and he remembers you
FlowerNtheWindow: and you go back to the bus.
FlowerNtheWindow: and talk for hours
FlowerNtheWindow: and walk around nyc...and look at the stars in central park
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[22 Mar 2003|12:37am] |
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i just got back from the agora where i saw static lulaby,oneline drawing,vendetta red, and THE MOVIELIFE.
can i say one of the best fucking shows of my life? .....one of the best fucking shows of my life. every band was stellar. my god i enjoyed every aspect of this show. the movielife are so talented. everytime i see them i like them more. every time i see them i discover something new about their music. they sang the shit out of their new cd. those songs sound beautiful live......damn......this show gave me such a good feeling of hope.
*****Tonight is what life is all about*****
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| NO MORE JOB |
[20 Mar 2003|06:11pm] |
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Larger than Life-Growing Apart |
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WHO-HOO to this weekend..sunday i got to see erin and jackie the other girls in the band. we dont get to see eachother enough. it was so fun. the amount of fun katie erin jackie and myself have when we are together is insane. i dont laugh like i do with any one else. its really refreshing. we had a serious band chat. it was incredible the things they would say would give me chills. we are going to move into together by september. this is so great. we will move in together to make the band #1 on our lists. we talked about how we want to sound, why we want to sound..writing songs,moving out,where we want to move and so on...... IT WAS SO NEAT! i love those girls. i really do. im sad we are not hanging out right this instance actually. it also is awesome that we all have a strong love for the transplants. (erin and i had the same transplants shirt on, on sunday)woo!
ive been working like mad. its nice because i need money. well i dont, i need to pay my debt to my parents. i honeslty am worried about what i am going to do one of these days at work. i am bound to loose control and stab someone. I HATe this one fucker i work with. he doesnt do anything. so i just stand there the whole time thinking horrid horrid thoughts about him. its kind of funny when you DONT think about it. ok well im going to go see katie at work.....we both are about to have mental breakdowns. so i have that going for me. i just had the best idea.....im going to go play my gutiar outside in the INCREDIBLE weather.
PEACE
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| April Fools |
[14 Mar 2003|01:34pm] |
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i cannot wait for march to be over! its never going to end. everyday i wake up and see the month of march sitting at the end of my bed pointing and laughing at me. im not too sure if i can handle much more of this insanity. well tongight me and katie are probably going to go to lakewood and all over cleveland searching for thrift strores and vintage shops. im excited. ive been scoring like crazy latley when we go thrifting. fuck i bet i just jinxed it.
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| slow motion daydream |
[13 Mar 2003|11:42am] |
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i got the new everclear cd on tuesday. it is incredible.i really enjoy them. i have i think 7 of their albums...and i enjoy everyone. i remember the first time i heard santa monica i was about 3...ha no i was in 5 or 6 grade. my brother had it on in his car and i got mad goosebumps and the rest is history. im going to see them in concert soon. i cannot fucking wait. i can relate to their music more than any other band i know.
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| Oh yea |
[12 Mar 2003|02:10am] |
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Main Entry: Cas·bah
Pronunciation: 'kaz-"bä, 'käz-
Function: noun
Etymology: French, from Arabic dialect qasbah
Date: 1944
1 : a No. African castle or fortress
2 : the native section of a No. African city
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| well you'll just come to our show |
[08 Mar 2003|02:07pm] |
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Loser with a coupon-Wakefield |
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yesterday was a good day. many things happened that needed to happen, i talked to erin about moving in together so we can have band pracitce 24/7. she said all the things i needed to hear about how we are going to go about getting our shit out there. i cannot wait to get a move on.
i asked her. "do you have any idea what we are going to be apart of?" she said "yea dude i cannot wait, i know we are going to do it" so yay to that.
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| i love teenie weenies! |
[06 Mar 2003|10:13pm] |
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animals have to be in the top 2 greatest things ever. they really do. its amazing the attachment one can gain. i was holding my mini weenie dog today and i was overwhelmed by her. she is so fucking sweet. she is like a walking 8 pound bag of sugar. its amazing to see other people with their animals. it really makes me feel all warm inside.
anyway its 1:15 am and i really wouldnt mind walking downstairs and waking up mabel (my weenie) but i think i will let her sleep.
creepy note for all= sometimes when i pet her i have to sort of clench my jaw because i cant take how fucking cute she is. hah! that probably isnt normal.
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katie just dropped me off at my house.
i was going up my back stairs and they were covered in ice. im about midway up the stairs and i start to slip so i just stop moving to avoid falling all the way down. so im standing there with my feet slipping around for about 3 minutes laughing my ass off while katie is in her car that is in my driveway, pointing and laughing. it was fucking great.
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| i can get through it |
[05 Mar 2003|12:40am] |
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HEY- The Movielife |
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dreading things is so draining. i am the QUEEN of dreading things. i really am trying to learn how to live in the moment and not worry about things that are so far away or going to happen no matter what. some things in life just need to go on. period. so im working on that.
i wrote some new music. i really like it. im striving for an eerie type vibe. i want to be able to turn vampires on with our music....is that wierd? im all about pop riffs but i want to lean a different way. i would really like to be like the pixes. each song is so unique. so different from the others. i love it. when it comes down to it i like to write the music more than the lyrics. there is not much better than putting notes together that actually sound good to yourself. its really fun. yay
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| Naughty thoughts |
[27 Feb 2003|10:42pm] |
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from autumn to ashes-short stories with tragic endings |
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is it dirty and wrong to love to see yourself and more importantly, others falling? is it? becuase i really enjoy every aspect of it. one of these days im going to take a nasty, nasty fall because you and i (me) know what goes around comes around.
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| you do not know what you have, until it is gone |
[25 Feb 2003|11:12pm] |
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the soft buzzing of my childhood- Teresa Sepetauc |
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it really sucks that i seem to take things for granted. well for the most part i dont. i usually feel pretty lucky on a day to day basis. but there are the small things in life i overlook and really miss them when they are gone. if i get back what i am missing now, i will have such a different outlook on certain things in life. im pissed i didnt enjoy it when i had it. now i have crazy thoughts and a horribly scary imagination. hopefully everything will go back to the way it was. and when it does i will feel so much better. things happen in the strangest ways.im so stressed outi could vomit.
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